Posts tagged: love
You know I really love you if I get off of Tumblr for you.
I don’t really know what it is. I’m just… happy. Since I met you, I’m smiling all the time and I can’t forget about the last time we spent some time together… I just love everything about you, your smile, your hair, your smell, your eyes… Everytime I close mine I can see you, lying right next to me on my bed, smiling and winking at me. I remember every second I held your hand. After you left, I just ran upstairs and jumped onto my bed. I pressed the blanket against my face and took a deep breath, just because it smelled like you.
I don’t really know.
Maybe I love you…
I miss you, okay? I won’t tell you but I do. Sometimes, I dream of you and then I wake up and just can’t stop crying anymore.
Because you’re supposed to be mine.
I tried. I really tried not to like you. I really tried to hate you, to tell myself you’re not that great, you’re not perfect and you’re not made for me, that you were made to be with someone else.
But I can’t keep on pretending something I don’t believe in.
To say that I don’t love you is blasphemy. You’re my God, my angel. And I can’t stop loving you because my heart would stop beating, then.
Sometimes, you’re the only thing that keeps me alive.